slackers to be....

2005-05-07T09:54:00.000+08:00

finally, my posting is over...i'm missing my patients al. they are all so so nice!!! i'm loving this job more than ever. the aunties, uncles are so nice to you it just makes you feel, all your hard work does paid off. anyway, the most unlcky thing is that i had a very bitchy, freaking damned lectuerer. FUC* with her man! its like me and my friends worked so hard and all she gave us was a 40/80! i was just thinking, i really don't deserve a marks like that. even the china friend who just stood there and did nothing all day got 41!
i really want to get her this time...any ideas how. do tell me.

2005-05-02T21:27:00.000+08:00

went out to celebrate mother's day today. it was not bad...kinda fun.
its the company i guess.
mom had been getting on my nerves the past few days...i get very sensitive when its abt my freedom. i don't know what to do....sometimes i just feel like telling straight into her face nasty things but i hate to stir up a fight. its like our relationship used to be very bad and it took so long before it became better. so, its like not something i wanna destroy.

2005-04-26T09:26:00.000+08:00

have been kinda busy lately...anyway, i went for my first yoga class on last sun and i tot it was pretty fun. then i met 2 other 19 yr olds who happen to be in NYP and are also in NURSING!!! how small is the world i wonder. then i also managed to attend SPCA's orientation and am officially their volunteer.
so peeps out there wanting to hurt animals, BEWARE!
then i'm on afternoon shift today and tomorrow...fri's Veron's bday and i think it'll be a great time to see the other sjcians!

2005-04-19T18:08:00.000+08:00

i'm so beat...it feels like i just came back from a 2 day 1 night camp. have been up since 6 till 4( the morning stift starts from 7 to 3).
my eyes are still feeling droopy now that i'm typing. anyway, this time, i was posted to a orthopedic ward where things have got to do with limbs and nerves etc. so i have been seeing lots of amputed limbs for the past 2 days. am still slowly getting use to it though...
the ward sister is also alot fiercer than the last not to forget the infection control staff who sneaks up behind you and booked you if you forget to wash your hands etc. all thanks to the VRE speading in SGH.

2005-04-17T16:28:00.000+08:00

have been slacking the entire day...feels great.
yestaday was my cousin's bday and the cake taste wonderfully great!had lotz of pizza and ice cream, chicken wings etc.
and tomorrow? att day! how suxy.
anyway, i have new updates for the 4g outing so everybody, got any queries, pls call me.

2005-04-16T10:56:00.000+08:00

exams are finally over!!!!
went shopping yestaday with von and dlian...it was great. like though i haven seen von for such a long time, i don't feel the 'gap'. if ya know what i mean. we caught'Pacifier' and we were luffing and luffing all the time. probably it was the company that i had yestaday that everything seem so great.
then we took pics with our cellphone. better than taking neoprints, so ex man!
then i bought new tops...newer colours to add to my cupboard.

2005-04-10T14:08:00.000+08:00

i FINALLY got a new PHONE!!! yipees!!!!!
and its my dream phone man! k700i! theres so many things i can do with it and i can't wait to take pictures with all my friends....like you!
anyway, tomorrow's my exam and so pls...wish me luck all the way. after that is party time, well sorta...

2005-04-07T11:14:00.000+08:00

by the turn of the eye its already thursday...afew more days and its the start of my exams. there are so many things to remember, its literally driving me nuts!
btw, as i was flipping through the papers. i suddenly think that maybe when i get my cert and finish my bond, i might/shld go work on the cruise for maybe a yr or 2 before really settling down. that'll be so cool....oa nurse on board. i bet they need that!

2005-04-05T12:48:00.000+08:00

celebrated my mom's bday on sun...i bought for her a 4 leaves cheese cake! damn nice i say...then we went to crystal jade for dinner.
then my mom asked, do you smell anything? my sis and i were puzzled cos we din smell anything at all and she said,' your dad bought me a chanel perfume! its so expensive thats y i spray so lil.' i was just wondering how expensive it was. asked my dad, only to realise it was over a HUNDRED++!!! and the worst thing was the size of it! its amazingly...small. nothing more than the size of a lipstick!
i almost went crazy...this guy here din wan to sponsor me my mp3 and instead bought such a expensive(small little one some more) for my mom...URGH!!!!

2005-04-02T22:02:00.000+08:00

just receive a msg that me friend will be performing at esplanade during may 20+ and i was thinking, thats so cool! i would never be able to go on stage and do something like that man! so i might be gg there to support her, its a chinese orhestra and symphony thingy and tickets are selling at 15 and 20 bucks. anyone interested? come join me as well...

2005-04-01T12:11:00.000+08:00

went down to buy some stuff with grandma and it wasn't exactly the most memorable experience to have.
walking pass every store(well, not all but almost), my oh-so-friendly grangmother would start talking to the storekeepers at a vol you'd rather not hear. and its like she is trying to attract some sorta attention for after everytime she talks out louD, she would turn and see if anyone is responding to her.
i'd be like...give-me-a-break. nevermind that, she got into the 4D shop and wanted to buy e $1scratch-it i suppose but it just happens that the ones sold there are $2. then she started saying so loud(in chinese),' y here always don't have one? compo point(in which she meant compass point) everytime also have!".
there i was standing outside gg almost crazy...when i told her abt that. she replied,' aiya, old friends. nvm one lar'.
but the thing was, i din even see the cashier trying to...you know respond the way friends are suppose to.
well i guess....thats my grandma.

2005-03-31T18:23:00.000+08:00

its been raining the entire day and the only bad thing was...i was in sch the whole day.
had so many breaks in btw too...then my friend begin telling her scary experiences in IMH. it was kinda creepy actually...some were funny though.
here goes one, one day there were 2 old man,both with fractured leg sleeping opp to each other in the same room. And as you know, those with fractured leg are suppose to hang their leg up to aid in venous return. however, old man A kept putting his leg down that day. the nurse went in there for like over a dozen times just to hang it back up. Finally, he(nurse) got so fed-up, and asked,'why do you keep putting your leg down?"
Old man A ans," thats because yestaday i saw the 'nui tuo ma bian' taking the one opp me by his hanged-up leg. i was so afraid they would mixed up and so, i kept putting it down!"

2005-03-29T22:24:00.000+08:00

had my malay test yesterday and i think i did fairly... badly. really don't wanna see the results. it was a damn tough paper.
anyway, stayed at home the entire day not bcos there was no lesson but i din wanna attend, what a waste of time you know. travelling to anf fro for an hrs' lesson...sigh. btw, i couldn't even have a good slp, my cousin who woke up early in the morning for school woke me up with a 'COCKROACH!" before leaving the house. well, i gotta say thanks alot. one more thing, i really like this new skin.

2005-03-27T16:43:00.000+08:00

just an update: after looking through everybody's schedule i have come to reaslise that actually we only have one week in the hols thats from 13/6/05-19/6/05 thats free. i would recommend a sat becuase 2 of our poly friends have already started school and thats the only day they can make it but if thats the case, steph you'll have to apply leave for your work. so think abt it and tell me your decision asap.
anyway, for the picnic, i think having it at sentosa would be a good idea. what do everybody think?

2005-03-27T11:37:00.000+08:00

have been trying to plan a date for the 4g gathering and its getting messy. still have not decide on the place yet too...haha. hiaz.
tomorrow is my malay exam and i'm gg to fail for sure. how am i ever gg to study for that? memorising the whole book can practically fry my brain. enough of that.
heard that creative is coming out a new mp3 by end of month and also in the month of may. so i'm gg to put my buy on hold...pray that its gg to be something cheaper and nicer!

2005-03-25T12:50:00.000+08:00

so its weird that one day you got no comments for one whole week and the nxt day when you lok at it again...there appears so many pple again. okie, and hui chuan, since when were you call eve? anyway, i'll try to remember it. btw, thanks everyone for your concern and i think how that day sux could be due to my coming hormones-imbalance wk-of-the-month(if you know what i mean).
anyway, i got my ISP(att dates at hospital) and they kinda sux cos i'll have to work for 7 whole weeks!!! it goes like this, 3wk of att then 2 wk of hols then 2 wk of att then 2 wk of hols and 2 wk of att and here we are, i'm in the first day of yr 2. hows that sound?
btw, i'm trying to arrange a date for the class gathering(4g) in which i hope more will turn up unlike the pathetic few we had on CNY.so if you guys can help pass the msg ard, that'll be great.

p/s: june hols and we'll go shopping...its been almost a month since i went to town. have been so busy and so is everyone else.miss ya. btw, i was thinking if i shld be nice for once and send you some stamps by mail?

2005-03-23T15:19:00.000+08:00

just woke up from my slp by a phone call.
then i realise how fast humans change.
maybe thats y they say, the one ultimately with you are your family.how reliable are friends? who truely remembers you when they say it?
then i found out that no matter how hard i want the friendship to be like the past, its only my side of the story. thus, i decided that, i cannot force anyone to love me except to let myself be love.
tomorrow is my test and i have went through the damn book for like so many times, nxt mon is my malay exam but i think i'm gg to fail bcos no matterhow i try to remember the words, i just cannot stuck them into my head. someone pls tell me what to do

2005-03-18T22:42:00.000+08:00

no sch today cos...no lesson lor. had actualyl woke up ealry in the morning to go q up for something great on discount but received a call from a friend and told me that(it was 7 am when she called me) that i do not need to come anymore cos it was superb crowded al with like about 100++pple qing up al. i was just thinking, how KS can singaporeans get?
so i heave a sigh and got back to bed
also, i just finished reading a book by dan brown(author of DA VINCI CODE) called angels and demons. it was really really really good. facts and friction all mixed together. prefectly done. a damn nice book which i think you read.

2005-03-16T17:17:00.000+08:00

just wanna say wat happen 2 days ago...was in the canteen having my lunch with my friend who was sitting directly opp to me.bought yong tau foo and it smelled so good...halfway through. i looked down on my shirt only to realise something very horrible, my deadliset enemy was on my shirt!!! the cockroach! and it was slowly making its way up.
even when i'm saying now, i can still remember the image of it looking up at me. after that, i went into a frenzy and acted like a lunatic. i scream for my friend to hep me, i was gg crazy fast. she helped me sweep it away before i finally clamed down. everyone wa looking at me after that.
dear mr cockroach, pls don't ever visit me again. i'll be in the mental hospital if you do.

2005-03-15T11:29:00.000+08:00

in sch right now...got another 4hr break. had a swim yestaday and am left with a very dark tan. so ugly but so what...health goes a longer way. got my ISP dates al and they sux...7wks of att man! only one month of hols.

2005-03-09T18:21:00.000+08:00

its finally wed and yestaday i just had my lab prat test and it was one hilarious day!!!
was suppose to 'tiak' out tablets into the med cup and i was so sure i had aim properly but when i press onto the package, the tablet flew out. i was like'oh my goodness'. then after that i had to pour med from a bottle into the cup. the cap was kinda tight so i use a little more enenergy to try open it, never did i expect a fountain of cough syrup. it flew. the box of tissue box got wet.
luckily, the lecturer passed me.

2005-03-07T14:46:00.000+08:00

in sch right now waiting for itme to pass and itreal boring. 1 1/2 more hrs to go! just finish copying some stuff and looking outaside is the bright sun shining down. howi iwsh i was in the pool swiming but my friend is not feeling well and so here i am, in the computer lab... always hated it here. nothing to do.
btw, i just presented my ica and it went quite smoothly. one of my course mates just left us to NS and after that to engineering. he never really like it here anyway. (think this is gg to be one long entry cos i havetooo much time). the thing is, one gal self norminated herself to be the nxt leader w/o even consulting the class.
i'm gg to stage the nxt revolution. wait for the entry where i said, AUTOCRAT OVERRULED!!!and that means i won.

2005-03-05T15:35:00.000+08:00

so it's been since awhile that i last updated but i have been sorta lazy...haha. hols ma. can't blame me. and i just woke up from my afternonn nap...what a nice day to slp.
nxt wk's gonna be so much more busy cos we have exams and projects coing up. well, one more thing is i'm not gg shopping anytime soon cos i'm saving up for something imPY!!!
wait and see

2005-02-28T14:19:00.000+08:00

its been quite long since i last updated...so sorry but i have been really busy.
btw,i just join spca but i'm not sure if my application is approved yet. kinda excited. love animals.
and then afew days ago, i went to the storeroom and realise that my guitar was still there. and so i decided to take it out and learn it. went to a music sch and brought a book, did not want to join any classes cos i preferred to learn at my own pace and so far, i've made improvements! i've learnt how to read the "beansprouts" and even played 3 short songs!!!
so happy and i tot i can never learn music.

2005-02-23T18:15:00.000+08:00

went to interview an infant and toddler yestaday and it sure took long....infant was slping and the toddler had to come home at only ard 7pm. we waited for so long and while the wait, the father started showing off whatever he was selling. amway or something like that. showed so many experiments too...haha.
and today was worst, sch was only an hr of lecture and travelling there took more time then that what the h*ll!

2005-02-18T18:35:00.000+08:00

i was finally able to get into friendster after a month, dunno wad went wrong but i do know that watever i saw irritated me! its so sickening! that stupid sok!
got a msg from mel and it was abt she and that sok gg out(dun wanna say e contents) but its like even she got to go out with her and i'm still like not seeing her yet!
keeps complaining that i never ask her out but that stupid gal, ask her so many times to go CNY with me also never reply. dun wanna ask anymore.
(if you are reading this, just wanna let you know. I'M PISSED)
URGH!!!

2005-02-17T18:58:00.000+08:00

is thurswday already and each day pass like a min...so many projects to do and a test is like coming up but i still got no time for it..sigh...
one project literally needs me to interview a family with an infant and toddler...like where am i suppose to find one???
just finished my dinner btw and doing my project as well...so i'll just end here

2005-02-14T21:42:00.000+08:00

happy valentine's day to everybody!!!
but honestly, i kinda hate this day.lol. went to chomp chomp after sch to have dinner with wen and lian but met mel and steph and tini as well. it had been kinda bad cos the malay lecturer ended the lecture so late i had to rush all the way there. better still, when i wanted to go home, i had to wait for almost half an hr.sighs.

what a day(so much for the valentines)

2005-02-13T10:17:00.000+08:00

yestaday had been a fun day...its nice to visit mr tan for i have seen him for so long and we talked for ages....then we went to mrs ong's hse to play.took some photos but later my cam went out of battery and wen have to use hers.sigh...receive ang baos too haha
after that we went to town and bought a fila bag at a real cheap price which was cool. wenwen had wanted to watch constantine but you know wad,?she din even bring enough money...lolx.anwyay,am watching it today and mom wants me to pay for the family because she thinks i have not given a treat to the family yet since the day i earn money. yea...
i'll upload the pics asap

2005-02-11T10:06:00.000+08:00

just woke up and i'm still feeling kinda tired...hello! its suppose to be CNY still. but the sad sad thing is that we still have sch...sighs.
have been so busy for the past few days, went visiting, collecting angbaos, eating reunion dinner and gg to swensens and of course watching hongkong series drama with yi ma continuously. i still have lotz of things plan for the wk. luckily for me...lessons starts at 3 and ends at 4 for today.sianz
ang baos have been on the decline this ny for (i-dunno-wad)reason, went to so many hses and receive only this lil amt of red packets.haha. nvm i shld think of the amt of fats i must have gain....i've been kinda sinful this wk. but on second tot,i'll just sin for this wk then...lolx
looking forward to tomorrow.

2005-02-07T18:24:00.000+08:00

one more day to new yr's eve and i'm kinda excited. i mean, this is the new yr mood right? so many things plan througout the wk but then there are still projects rushing to be finished.
seriously, i don't see much to write today except that i went swimming early in the morning at 10 and my friend was late so i went in to the pool myself. guess it must be the monday morning blues and thats y i don't see a single soul there. quite scary you know...thoes scary tots just pop out.i tried to swim but everytime i dip my head into the pool, i'm so afraid that i might just see some gal with long hair gg towards me...(sound so stupid) or maybe someone is gg to pull my leg and drown me. thus, i stopped swimming until my friend came.

2005-02-04T20:44:00.000+08:00

went swimming early in the morning but din reach my ecpectations cos there wren't much time.
then we had to take some books that we ordered from the teacher, went there to take for the class and realise that some selfish pple took their own and din even bother to help the others. how selfish can they get?

then for bio lab, we went to the room where there were real dead bodies that were already dissected. its not that scary,seriously. theres no blood or anything. its act just like thoes you see in the'body world' or something like that last yr in the expo.
yea...but it was cold and you smell something not so nice lar...

2005-02-02T19:14:00.000+08:00

today i went swimming and it was like finally after 2 wks...and it wasn't exactly the best experience.
firstly, when i got in. i received a greeting,'hi xinyi' from someone you won't exactly wish to see at the pool with your swimming costume on.it was dina. if anyone can remember her, the small petite gal whom is not so significant in sjc.well, she was luffing away.
anyway, after 1 hr. i got out of the pool into the toliet to have a shower only to realise how strong the sun had been today for it left me almost 'baked'(i had my sunblock on for your infor). worst thing was when i looked into the mirror, i got the worst thing on my face! there was a long black tan line(cos i was wearing the swimming cap) on my forehd. i went crazy and asked my friend to take a look only to get a reply,' oh ya, i wanted to remind you to pull it higher but i...forgot'.(cos that gal was wearing a cap too)

and well....thats for today

2005-02-01T17:56:00.000+08:00

everybody out there...i need to announce a very good news. so listen up....
MR CHAN'S WIFE IS PREGNANT AND IS DUE SOON!!!

and thus, the bad news is that we might not be able to visit him.

anyway, i hope that we all give him our best wishes and hope to have red eggs on the way soon....

2005-01-29T09:32:00.000+08:00

i am supposed to be at sentosa by now with the club taking pics but guess wad happen? da yi ma decided to come visit me yestaday and cos me so much pain that i had to skip today's outing. how depressing!
besides that, i had also wanted to take a dip in the pool yestaday cos we had only 1 lesson from 9-10 and the whole day(which felt like a hol)was wasted by me laying on the sofa screaming in pain.sighs.

anyway, i wonder y gonfu hussle's vcd is out so soon cos itss like the movie is still screening!?! can i say the chinses pple are kinda stupid? anyway, rented it for $4 and when my uncle came home at night. he told me,'y you borrow? my friend had wanted to lend me.' doink!

one recommendation,go try the new mochi ice cream quite nice. comes in a box of 21 for 7+.quite ex but something new.

2005-01-27T17:39:00.000+08:00

sorry for taking so many days before updating cos i have been really busy. i have not even swim for this wk!!!and nxt wks gg to be down the drain cos lily and me are gg to have our period. sighs.
yestaday went to bugis and i was hot on luck! bought a shirt which was on discount for only 13 bucks...can you believe it? lolx
counting down, 2 more wks to CNY. i really can't wait for the 4th day. you guys(4G) shld know y...dun dissapoint me.

2005-01-23T10:35:00.000+08:00

yestaday was the last day of open hse and i was there to be one of the guided tourguide. saw my friend and her friend and broguht them ard the sch...later lorraine came along with her mom. she was still as crazy as ever...then she talked for over an hr at the nursing booth with the lecturers. but i still dun know what her decision is...wishes her all the best.

then i went to dlians' german booth to decorate our own gingerbread. quite nicely done i must admint. lolx. and before i forget, dee lian also went on stage to dance her german dance which was kinda funny, i can't say hilarious cos she is my friend. kenji was there to watch her perform too....

and thats all.....

2005-01-20T18:24:00.000+08:00

i was on the bus as usual today and we went past jalan kayu, the place with the famous roti prata only to see dark clouds of smoke floating out from the roof. then i saw many fireman there, so a hse was on fire!!! whao..so action there. heehee

anyway, great that its hols tomorrow. i'm so tried.and so many projects to finish i feel like i'm gg insane.

2005-01-18T20:21:00.000+08:00

so i've found out which booth i'm attending too. the games one!!!yipee. i hope pple do come and play games thought...
but the stupid lecturer is like never gg to call me for a briefing or something. so i'm still waiting for her call.

went to my friend's hse today and we had a great time. act the purpose was to interview her mom and after that her mom(a malay) cooked mee goreng for us! spicy but gd.

2005-01-17T20:25:00.000+08:00

wanted so swim ealry in the morning but it turn out to be a rainy day.
NYP is also having a open hse...so excited! i'm gg to tend to one of the booths. i hope there are still vacancies...
so leeping, do come k?
fri is a hol and i so feel like watching meet the fockers.

2005-01-15T10:03:00.000+08:00

finally had a good nights slp and now i'm well and awake.
had so many stupid dreams as well, i dreamt that my mom is pregnant again! how dumb.

today is grandpa's bday and we are gg to celebrate it tonight...bought a cake from four leaves,Yougort Frost, sounds so gd and yummpy. and the best part is ordering that cake from nyp got 10 percent discount.
yestaday, i was so peeved but i'm not gg to mention y cos i must learn to forgive and forget. if i tell you y, then the incident will come to my memory again.lolx.

okie, i think thats the end. got alot of projects to rush

2005-01-12T20:43:00.000+08:00

i'm so freaking hell tired...i had no afternoon naps for 3 conzercative(i know its wrong spelling) days!!!
baby here is dying soon...
saw kenji today and it was like the first time i saw him since gg to nyp, he still looks the same though. and yestaday, saw audrey and why ching. they are still so funny. and i had a bet with why ching that drey will be att in - - days. can't daay out cos if she's reading then i'll lose the bet.haha

went to ang mo kio central today, xu_ s_ _n heard abt it and wanted to join me. told me she'll be down in 15mins and i waited for 30mins only to realise that she brought her bf along...i was sorta pissed lar but i can't say anything can i? btw, the reason she was late was also bcos of him. from nyp all the way to ang mo kio, they were like holding hands...i felt so out of place but yet she din notice anything.i just can't understand why pple att can't go out on single dates with their friends? y isit that someone has to tag along all the time?

someone pls enlighten me

2005-01-10T18:22:00.000+08:00

after months of no exercise, i finally did today. And i'm quite proud of myself...i thought i prob die after a few laps but i actuallly managed to swim 7 laps(thats to and fro=1 lap) in half an hr b4 it started to rain and we had to get out of the pool. so i'm still not too bad...haha.
i was also amazed by the schs cleaniless, the bathroom was so clean there wasn't even a single strand of hair on the floor! and i think thats the only toliet i EVER EVER dare to walk ard in my bare feet(besides my home one, of course).
them ost impt thing of course is that i stick to the regime. i have this thing of stopping halfway so if i do...guys. pls scold me. thanks.

2005-01-09T16:15:00.000+08:00

just changed my phone but its actually my mom's cos after calculating, i realise that my spoilt 6610 will act cost lesser than her s500 if i sell it in june which is the month i'm able to upgrade my plan and change to a brand new phone. MUAhaha, sound so mean. but then again, she richer ma...

anyway, after calling 'pan lao shi' for 2 days, she finally picked up my call and it looks like we are able to visit her
on new yr's day!!! so in total,4g, we'll have 4 hses to go.(which also means more ang baos!!!)
btw, god has been extremely nice today as i managed to recuit 2 more pple to join me in NYAA, which means i won't be a lonely ghost anymore...

p/s: just realise that my friend's bday is tomorrow and i have yet to buy anything for her...so pai sae.

2005-01-07T21:24:00.000+08:00

after months of being the president of slacker club, i've decided to give up the post afew days later...haha. anyone wanna take up my position, pls contact me. haha
i'm gg to join NYAA!!! but like not much pple gg to join me in the community serive leh...hiaz. anyone interested to accompany me?
awy,i have contacted the teacheres and so all the 4G pple reading this, pls vacant your 4th day of CNY which is also a sat,k?

2005-01-05T22:33:00.000+08:00

i used to looked at the people ard me and think," Levis, fox, fcuk, billabong etc etc. If i'm rich nxt time, i would dress myself up like that too."
and thus, as time went by i begin to walk the path...the path which i started to buy more and more.
i also wanted more. I wanted to be in the crowd, who wouldn't?
This is a path which i believe many are walking too.

However, on the night of the tsunami wave, i begin to think that if the accident happened in singapore and the whole island sank, where would all the things that i bought be at? the bottom of the sea...together with me, right? And that would be where who my money is left...useless,wet pieces of shit.
And then i thought, wouldn't it have been better if i've used the money on others? At least, some part of someone's life or some part of the world had benefited on it instead of just me !?!
i can't understand how pple can scrimp and save just to buy a branded dress...i'm not saying that you can't buy clothes anymore but if you think abt the $35 you might be spending on a shirt just because it had "FCUK" printed on it, it can be rather absurb, huh? And instead having only one shirt for yourself, the money could have gone to the poor in India helping 10 over kids!

Most people only say they wanna help but seriously, when do they actually do it?
after all, they are our brothers and sisters...

2005-01-04T18:51:00.000+08:00

so i just received a call offering me a job to distribute fllyers for $6/hr...the thing is i can't remember calling them?!? then another think is like when i needed a job during the hols i couldn't find any but now, i'm actually being offered one.

anwyay, that stupid bennita just drove me up the wall. she actually told me that she forgot shes gg to malaysia tomorrow when we were suppose to meet up for a movie. urgh!then i wanted to meet wen in her sch but she wanted me to wait outside at the bus-stop instead cos she dun know if i can get in anot....doink. then ms tan _ _ _ lian is like still angry with me for dun-noe wad.

gg insane

2005-01-03T14:15:00.000+08:00

first day in sch wasn't too bad xcept i really feel like slping. early in the morning and i saw an old friend, Brenda. gotta say i miss her so much...(act, i miss every sjcian). still the same old her beside knowing how to make-up liao and later i had lunch with benita. we were luffing all the way like no body's business and it felt great.

anyway, all those who wants to donate money to the tsunami wave pls send it to me cos my sch is currently collecting money for them. remember, what goes ard comes ard.
my add, blk 110 rivervale walk #17-14 s(540110) or you can always give me a call and we can meet up or something.

2005-01-02T16:43:00.000+08:00

sch's finally starting tomorrow for alot of us...but for me, its only a 1hr tutorial and after that its home sweet home. kinda lame right, if only its lecture and i'll make better use of time.haha
its raining everyday as thought heaven is crying for all the victims of the tsunami wave...wad a way to start 2005. if only i'm a full time nurse and i'll volunteer myself there. Who knows when its singapore's turn to die? really really think its gonna be the end of the world.

anyway, I HOPE THAT 4G CAN CELEBRATE NEW YEAR TOGETHER. SO EVERYBODY READING THIS...PLS HELP PASS THE MSG ARD. THANKS!( book them b4 others do)

2004-12-26T11:27:00.000+08:00

today's my other cousin bday( and on fri was another cousin's one). so i'm like celebrating bdays txice in 3 days! haha
my grandpa is back from the hospital, think hes feeling alot better. thats something good.
one more wk to the start of sch...i'm kinda like in the between of looking forward and being lazy. Gotta buy new sch books too, waste of money.
so how did you guys celebrate christmas?

2004-12-23T20:46:00.000+08:00

sorry that i forgot to enter an entry yesterday, so this is for it.
My aunty bought me,my sis and my lil cousins to her country club for a swim. kinda fun cos i was busy disturbing my lil cousin who has yet learn hoe to swim, she was so frightened when i let go of her hand at the far end of the pool, (better stop saying cos i feel so mean).lol. Anyway, later we went to the suana and steam room...boy was it hot!!! anway, i was in the steam room (al feeling so hot) and this lady have to come in and turn the heat up. and you know what happen? the whole room was so misty that it feels as if a fire is gg to break out anytime!
At night we went to changi beach to play at the playground. I love the sand there, so diff frm other beaches and finally had ice-cream at white sands.

For today, i finally went to bugis and the great thing is i bought a new skirt. very nice, just what i was looking for. plus the sale there made it even cheaper. WHAT A BARGAIN!(feeling so proud of myself).After that, i went to visit my grandpa. he's still not too well. And my aunt who is having a minor surgery at her anus. Felt so scare for her....haha.

2004-12-21T21:33:00.000+08:00

i love shopping!!! went ard the whole of orchard and bought quite a few things...feels so acomplished with so many bags in my hand. (but my mom had to critisize everything that i buy! this not gd, that not gd, watever!!!)
anyway, i think i found a new shopping companion. so fun to shop with her, ms leeping. but that hui wen was like so sian the whole time, and went off early bcos she was too lazy to walk all the way to OG with us.lolx.
still got one more set of clothes to buy...think i'm gg to bugis one day myself. heard its fun to shop alone, shall try.

2004-12-19T20:20:00.000+08:00

just got news in the morning that grandpa was in hospital again for the second time this month...kinda worries me that you know for old pple..afraid that they can't make it, sorta thing. and then later i wonder (touch wood) how i would react if really something happens. sometimes, i feel that i'm like a block of wood, feelingless.It's not a good thing,honestly.

Gg shopping on tues for new year clothes, this will be the first round,lolx. Called wen and leeping along to have more opinions(dlians in sch) and think that i'll be home for dinner cos i dun wanna leave grandma alone at home too long by herself.
(thats y i haven called you too...pointing to tiang cos i know you like to shop till near mid-night.lol)

anyway, the pics are up loaded already, took me so much time. irritating. i think yahoo photo sux so, i had to change!
http://www.dotphoto.com/go.asp?l=xiaospy&p=6E0A&AID=2049434

2004-12-18T13:03:00.000+08:00

i've been like a pig...really. everyday i need at least 12 hr of slp man! haha...just woke up anyway for your information
btw, i was thinking of shoppping nxt wk for my new yr clothes...is there anyone free or interested in gg out with me? someone pls reply though i know many pple are already starting sch...sobsob (when i'm in sch pple are having their hols and when i'm having my hols, pple are starting sch)
christmas is ard the corner but i dun think i have any celebrations..so sad right? my mom actually wanted me to go over to my little cousin's christmas party but its like playing with all those little kids? i rather rot at home.

2004-12-15T13:51:00.000+08:00

i'm back everybody!!!
boy is it tiring...never had such good slp for the past ten days in europe. it was a kinda nice experience autually, took many pics and i'll upload them asap k? the scenary is just beautiful but the pple are like so-so.
we went to many countries like paris( which was superb crowded, worst then orchard like so many many times),switzerland( it really is a fantastic country, wanted to buy a swiss watch but the price is like so-so, heard its cheaper in australia so i din buy any),holland( simply beautiful with its lakes and rivers. went to a diamond factory and i'm so dazzled by them, the nxt time my bf wants to propose, he have to buy that diamond from there.lolx),germany(where we bought a cooku clock)britain (can't remember much abt it)...
gg to slp soon. be back later with more juicy news.

2004-12-05T16:57:00.000+08:00

this will be my last entry before i'm flying off tomorrow...
finally everythings in order. the travel agency has finally confirm the trip and that grandpas' back from the hospital. today was also my last skating lesson, might be gg for it again in june. can't wait to get my own pair of skates...urgh!
anyway, looks like no one is coming lately anymore. watever...
saw steph msg in friendster for me, dun noe wad the hell was she trying to say. i'm not gg to bother anymore

2004-12-01T08:59:00.000+08:00

been slacking alot at home...plan to go to the arcades today. am gg on a killing spree...if i dun kill any, i'll kill myself. lol.
wanna know why i gotta wake up so early today? thats because bloody phones have been ringing non-stop!!!haiz...the most amazing thing is that lorraine called me today and she seems to be interesting in joining nursing. can't believe it huh? sometimes, this make me feel that pple whom you dun think will join it are the ones who will join it.she claims that she is not very happy in tourism tp and is thinking of changing course, hope she makes the right choice this time.

2004-11-25T20:18:00.000+08:00

got my results today and its like not really up to my expectations becos i actually wanted As for almost all of my subjects. sounds pretty greedy but to me, being in a poly means you really have to score.
leaving that aside, went out with wen and lian today to catch the first show in bugis which opened just today! the polar express!!! it was kinda pathetic lar because the show stopped twice in btw like there were something wrong with the tape. irritating. we wanted a refund. other than that, it was a pretty nice day.
went to chomp chomp for dinner, yummpy i say.

2004-11-23T10:14:00.000+08:00

Let me ask a qns. how would you react if one day....
You, your sister and your cousin were out together. and later there's is small (sorta) quarrel is which your sister is suppose to make a decision of sticking to either side and she instead of sticking to you, sticks to your cousin. how would you feel?

this incident happen yestaday and i was really pissed lar...even now that i'm typing this entry.Whao lao...i', like thinking i dun need a sista like her man!

2004-11-22T13:24:00.000+08:00

i have been like a very gd kid today cos in the morning, some pple have to come to change the windows grills or something like that and as usual, they made a mess out of everything.
the floors were dirty with lotz of rubbish etc...
and i... vacuum the entire hse(with the help of my cousin) plus the windows. we also wiped the floor man! thats y i so feel like a gd kid, lolx.

anyone wants to give me compliments, pls do.
heehee

2004-11-19T15:36:00.000+08:00

i'm soooooooooo bored.
went through some blogs and read one(someone we all know) who was complaining abt 2 friends and she being sandwiched between.
sounds poor thing but like what can they do right?
life has been kinda quiet recently with nothing to do....nobody is even calling me!!! and the worst is i can't even find a job!

hol sux right now

2004-11-18T17:11:00.000+08:00

something seems wrong with the tag board huh so i am like so unable to read wads gg on....
feel so sleepy the entire day, maybe i am gg to fall sick.
i tell you yestaday was the worst day on earth, its the first day to work and i went there feeling so 'high' but it turn out that it was a fraud. saying it was distributing flyers, it was actually sales. you have to sell some stationary that i myself do not even want to buy. how absurb!!!
and when i came home, mom called and said that the travel agency had to cancelled the trip cos 9 bloody **** pple backed out last min and there is not enough to form a grp. so thats bloody it.

damn, i so feel like pointing one of my finger.

2004-11-16T10:25:00.000+08:00

ms slacker here is so bored for the wk...no jobs and no nothing.
so will someone, anyone pls call me out to play?!?

bored to death

2004-11-13T17:24:00.000+08:00

went for my rollerblading lessons today again and yes, i pass another lesson.
2 more to go and i'll be done for level 1.
found a job tat day but rejected it in the end cos the pay was like crap. you are like suppose to distribute leaflets dr to dr but for the entire blk, you get only 2 pathetic bucks. so its like you can work like mad earning damn little. (y dun they go hire blungadeshs?) so, again i'm on the search.

just heard of 2 things coming up but am wondering if i should go for it....one in old sch while the other in the new sch i'm in now. i think they both sux.haha

2004-11-10T20:53:00.000+08:00

another one

2004-11-10T20:52:00.000+08:00

my grands....

2004-11-10T20:38:00.000+08:00

went to visist my paternal side grandparents today cos its like 2 months since the last time i saw them...
this hols is really a time to spent quailty time with those you love, miss and long for.
May it be friends or relatives, they are all impt to me. once lost, its kinda hard to get back.

took some neoprints too, think its the first time they ever took neoprints and its a fun experience.
paste it in my dairy and i know i'll smile the nxt time i look at it again. here it is for you...

2004-11-08T20:03:00.000+08:00

went out early in the noon to meet dlian and wenwen..so long never see them le so its nice to see them again.
walk ard the whole of orchard, bought some stuff and took neoprints too...then saw a wallet and bought it cos thought that its nice and cheap only to find myself wanting to bang into the wall when we went to bugis and found the same one 20percent cheaper...ARGH!!!
anyway, am so tired right now. feel like slping.

2004-11-06T17:26:00.000+08:00

just wanna let everybody know something, this hols theres gonna be a movie coming up and its something, i believe most are are afraid of, thats
CHUCKY part 5. and the cool thing is all of us can watch it cos we are 17 already!!! yeas....
wanna watch the trailer? go here -->http://movies.yahoo.com/movies/feature/seedofchucky.html

okie then, CYA everybody and i miss all of you too

2004-11-05T10:47:00.000+08:00

it's so nice to be able to slack and just relax at home after 2 wks of studying.
slp late late then wake up, eat al then go online and play until like forever also nobody care. it would be even better if i got a PS2 man but wells, still on the lookout for sponsors haha.

wanted to go fishing but on't know how, my father who claim to know all says he knows how to but says its so boring he rather slp at home then bring me there to teach me how to fish!what kinda father is that? so is there anyone who is willing to teach me???

2004-11-03T13:29:00.000+08:00

EXAMS ARE OVER!!!
but my tummy is aching like crazy...since 3 am this morning. 'big aunty' just came to visit me and decided to make me feel miserable..
i was just thinking how well it would be if past exam papers the information could just flow out of your ears like oil, then my brain would always have so much space for otherstuff.
happen to see elene and her bf today, was just sitting behind them on the bus. orh my gosh, the two of them are like one so sweet couple. whispering sweet nothings and giggle and giggle non-stop. that elene sure c an talk...haha
and right behind them was poor lonely me.
sobsob, lolx

2004-11-01T14:43:00.000+08:00

my heart goes out to huang na...i mean who isn't sad to hear abt the news of her dead body?
isn't it so unhumane? just 8 yr old and you kill her off, theres still so much she have yet to see.
my grandma's been saying about it the whole day...orh man!

2 more papers left before this bird is gg to fly away...

2004-10-28T17:31:00.000+08:00

3 papers left!
how wonderful is that?haha...got my sociology paper today and i think it was ok but i hope i really can score.anyway, for all thoes having exams, good luck.
remember to study hard and later play hard!

2004-10-25T16:22:00.000+08:00

one more freaking wk and its hols!!
can't stand it, am just studying everyday.
friend told me that nov mid maybe got job at expo can get for me, for i get it so i can buy a mp3 player.then save some for new year, wanna buy many many clothes. haha
best is one day my cupboard burst!!!!lolx

am gg mad

2004-10-21T11:08:00.000+08:00

was just thinking that maybe afew years down the road when you guys wnat to find me, pls take a 5hr plane ride to australia.
am thinking of gg there one day and work in the farm, thoes with animals and not plants.how cool is that? then maybe if i'm lucky, can meet one cute guy and we can live happily ever after. have kids, no stress of life and ride on the horses everyday, play with the lambs,feed the pigs. lay on the grass and idle all day...woah.
am so looking forward to that kinda life.
haha,

wish that my dream can come true

2004-10-19T18:32:00.000+08:00

asking a qns here. does anybody not believe in miracles here?
cos i'm quite difinite that they really do exist.
let me tell you y...
for me, (might sound pretty mean) but i always believe that my dad is one who will NEVER buy a digicam but when i buy it, he'll always ask to borrow it. So up till sunday, i was still thinking of how to raise enough money for the cam until my dad went into the safe superstore and started looking at camers!
But hes not only looking, hes gg to buy them cos he actually told me that he went ard and safe is very ex.
orh my gosh, that was so damn incredible. i though he would stick to the old camera till like forever...
anyway, yea thats all.

one more thing, can you guys also post me a msg here so that the lights can be on? instead of always tagging only, well thank alot.

2004-10-17T13:41:00.000+08:00

hm...wonder whats wrong with me. exams are not over and all i think of is wad to do during the hols.
ARGH, someone pls bring me back down to earth. haha.

anyway, this is my hol list:
>find a job (need cash) anyone got lobang pls tell me
>go far east shopping for new clothes
>go bowling with soksok
>go cycling with li shan,dlian,mel,leeping
>watch movie with hui wen(only if she has the time)
>wanna learn wakeboarding (but i dun know go where join, lolx)
can't think of anymore right now, need to study

finally, hope that dad strikes lottery so i can get PS2!!!
or hope i can earn enuff for a digicam, which is like again.

2004-10-13T15:28:00.000+08:00

its kinda funny when i look at my friends gg out with their own friends after sch but me...home.not bcos i can't go out but there dun seem to be anyone callling me out?!? everybody is like either having bf to accompany or old friends to go to...
used to think that its because all my friends are in JC but when i really looked into it. that's not really the case.
actually, i think its bcos of a mistake i made in sec sch.join a wrong grp,end up being forgotten after leaving SJC.
others like xue shan is att, hui wen is busy mugging for her promos, soksok is still having shu rong etc, dee lian is like i dunno y shes so busy, von on the other hand is att too, leeping is mugginh for o's, can't mention steph they all cos i was never part of them i guess.
sounds so pathetic

p/s: is there even anyone out there who still remembers me?

2004-10-08T20:11:00.001+08:00

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haha, so long never update al. so here i am...anyway, thinking abt what i shld write.
first things first, can't wait to find work for the hols, 2 months seh. anyway, muz find one that dun have cpf cos i'll be like secretly working, i'm bonded you see.so guys out there, anything lobang for me? pls tell me k? thanks alot.
recently had my retribution for something, this freaking gal in my class driving my nutz so..i kinda had her taste her own medicine. she was so pissed but i'm like so happy, maybe more than that!

2004-09-27T16:05:00.000+08:00

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tests, tests N test are finally over...at least i can breath now. haha
talking abt it, think i'm like gonna fail or almost fail one sub liao. cos for the bio pract, we only have one min for each qns and its like we are suppose to move ard in a circle(if you know wad i mean). Having to identify the bones and remember the diff parts took almost 3/4 min and before i can look for the correct ans, DING DONG!
can only pray for a mircle i guess...haha

2004-09-21T08:20:00.000+08:00

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its tuesday already and on thurs i'm gg to have another test. hope i'll do well...can be kinda nervous at time.
juz realise how great it was to look through old photos once in a while and you see the diff and changes pple are expericenng all the time.
i was luffing away when i saw this small girl putting on sun glasses in shopping centres and taking pics which of cos was myself.haha...then i was thinking. how abt you guys post some of your baby pics here too?

2004-09-17T20:47:00.001+08:00

17/09/04

2004-09-17T20:47:00.000+08:00

4/9/04

2004-09-15T21:06:00.000+08:00

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today is the most impt day cos i'm gg to let out a BUG secret. i'm actually a president...of slacker club.nobody knows right?until now hor?!?
anyway, i think i might be resigning soon so if anyones interested pls contact me to know abt the details.
was thinking of joining table tennis but you know wad? my enemy of 3 yrs is there too! HUI KIANG!
of all pple...y????sobsob

2004-09-15T16:38:00.000+08:00

another test finish today...and look at the new feature that i added in my blog. how does that look?

2004-09-11T11:32:00.000+08:00

my psychology test is finally over... am pretty confident cos i studied for it like 4 days already and the qns were pretty easy.haha. better not speak too early...

pray for the best anyway...

the nxt test will be socialogy and i have not studied for it yet. heard that it might be pretty tough. wadever it is, i'll work hard towards my goal. to be the best nurse.

hey guys, know that everybody's exam are ard the corner so i wish all of you the best. we all work hard together alright?

2004-09-09T22:58:00.000+08:00

my bday

2004-09-05T13:29:00.002+08:00

the pics we took yestaday duringthe bday celebration which although was alittle early, it was kinda fun. took alot more stupid pics but have not develop yet so...haha. gotta wait.
neoprint1

2004-08-31T21:15:00.000+08:00

HAPPY TEACHERS DAY to all teachers!!!
went back to sch today and show through half an hr of the performance though i plan to go in when e pereformance was over...hiaz. too bad. you can say its pretty boring and yea...same things every year.Went back solely to see e teachers and friends but because it was too crowded, i din manged to talk to anyone but pan lao shi and....dun think theres anymore.haha.

but i dun think it was a wasted trip though it wasn't really great either. Am really looking forward to this saturday's bday celebration cos there will be so many pple coming which i hope each and every single one of them will turn up.keeping my finger's cross...

guys,dun dissapoint me k?

2004-08-29T16:20:00.000+08:00

so we are hacing a celebration for the 4 17 steph bday girls liao...cool? and not to forget one more 16 steph one. so in total thats 5 of us!!
nxt sat gg to celebrate it at fish and co...saw e website of fish and co and thought that the bday splash is some discount for bday babies or something juz to realise that after calling them, its some free borwnies and them singing for you! lame right?
okie, gg off to celebrate my grandma's bday. cya!

2004-08-23T18:49:00.000+08:00

today, i finally realise y seniors said that polyclinic att are boring...cos it really is!
my gosh, stood there the whole day doing nothing. all i see are pple are pple coming in to dress their wounds. its actually quite gross lar, esp for pple with disbetes.
ATTENTION, as a friend i really really wanna warn you guys abt your diet. you wouldn't want diabetics when you are old, they really eat away your flesh!haha, sound so naggy right but well, i wan my friends to be well too.
okie okie, gg for dinner. cya

2004-08-22T17:27:00.000+08:00

sorry sorry guys for the late update. not becos i din wan to but because my com crashed!!!haaaaa
anyway, 2 weeks of att is finally over at the hospital and i tell ya its great. its been reallly fun...
to make things short, let me tell you one amazing story.MUZ READ

here goes...the first day i went into the ward, i noticed this old lady. at first i tot she was slping but later realise that she is a stage 1 comatoes patient. which mean she can open her eyes, thats all. Btw, lets call her mdm X.
since i was in the morning shift, the staff nurse(SN) and i had to clean her up. looking at her, i felt pretty sad. its like this human being who looks so perfectly fine but aren't able to respond to anything. Anyway on the nxt day, the physiotherapist came. i asked her why can't she move or talk, andd she told me its something to do with this illness call epilepsy. She then followed on to ask mdm X how is she and everything( sounds funny to you that we are toking to a comatoes patient but we are actually taught to do that). only to realise that tears flow down her eyes...at that moment, i really feel so sad. this also mean she can hear everything thats gg on...
thus i was determine to know more abt her, look thru the files and realise that shes been in the hospital for almost 1 and 1/2 months. And the most shocking thing is that she actually walk into the hospital herself...she din't came into the hospital so sick.saw her sons and found out that she was a very active old lady, took care of 2 grandchildren and jog every evening. I can see the saddness in his eyes, i can understand. i mean how would you feel if one month ago, your love one was fine and the nxt moment so...lifeless?

After knowing so much abt her, i really hope she'll getbetter. thus, i prayed for her at night before i slp and in the morning, i'll talk to her hoping that somehow or rather, a micrale will happen. as the days went by, my hope for her gradually lessen. but still i din give up, and i'm glad i din. mdm X is btw a buddist and under her pillow is this small 'radio' that chants sutra, knowing it means alot to her. i took it away from the pillow and place it on her hands,i manualy moved her fingers telling her to hold it always hoping that her hands would moved.

For 2, 3 days, i did the same thing. nothing happen, nothing at all.

finally it was the last day of my att,i was sure i would walk home dissapointed but i wanted to give it one last shot. as usual, i walked towards her. before taking e radio, i bent towards her and said:"auntie, today is my last day already. pls at least show me something". after that, i took the radio and placed it on her hands. 1 sec passed....followed by 2 3 4 and her fingers MOVED! it went up alittle. i can't describe in words how i felt at that time, but it was incredible. it really was. i told the SN that i saw her hand moved but she din believe me, so i told her to look for herself if she doesn't believe. and it happen again! this time, her eyes opened but theres one diff. it din stare into space...her eyeballs actually moved. I cheered for her and placed my hands into hers, again i taught her to grab it. and she did...

does this sound fake to you but i swear its true. all of it is true...

2004-08-06T20:29:00.000+08:00

was reding thru friendster and realise that act someone really resembles me...kinda wierd not looks but character i guess.
maybe, this is the way i shld discribe myself nxt time:
a girl whos on smiles all day, well most of the time. being lame and everything,luffing and playing ard. SUPER active, jumps ard and stuff like that. things you dun normally see in a gurl, burps out loud in public.esp love that, to me its a sound of satisfaction. do get down and out sometimes, well i'm human too and so emotions still exist. so dun ask me why you not luffing today cos its a pretty stupid qns.these days, i think alot abt myself, wat i act wan and who i really am. only to realise that i'm act a very weird person, loves to crap ard in class so you can classified me as LOUD, but when i'm out with my bunch of friends i tend to walk by myself and listen instead of talk.then hide myself in that little conrner. do ask myself y too but could never figured it out. this esp happens when i'm out with a big bunch, sometimes, i feel 'lost' too.
is that alittle of an introvert? while i love the noise and luffer in class that i create, after class i dun really like to hang out in big grps. maybe with a close friend of alone. once in awhile, its nice to have peace to yourself.

2004-08-04T18:19:00.000+08:00

did i mention that i passed my exam yestaday already? anyway, yes i did and i was really nervous. kept saying the wrong things...when i had to take the patients pulse, my pulse was besting so hard i nearly counted my owns! i not lying, its really loud. then when i had to take the bp,i could not even hear the thumping sounds!
thought that i might act fail but i passed!

2004-08-01T13:13:00.000+08:00

its sunday again...time really flies when i'm in poly. din even remember that it flew so fast in the past.
gotta tell you something, on fri i woke up early to sit for the lab test and most of uss were outside waiting for our turn but you know waD? after 2 whole hrs of waiting, we were told that due to time shortage, we had to be postpone to nxt wk!!whao, i tell you that sure was suxy. imagine having to go thru that anxiety again? not to mention time wasted.
watever, feels like shitting right now so gtg!

2004-07-29T20:19:00.000+08:00

my theory test was finally over which xplain my disappearence for the last few days...and it kinda sucks cos watever we studied for din really showed up. teacher tricked us...(wad the hell)lolx
came out some bloody qns and i hope i passed cos if not then i need a retest while all my friends go for the isp(att at hospital).then tomorrow got pract test...pray i'll make it. no more stupid mistakes again i hope.

2004-07-23T21:43:00.000+08:00

i'm so tired...haha. shagged man!!
the damn cmc(sch website) have been down for almost a wk and i can't get to do my work, not until today so i've been trying to finish printing all that i have to...hoosh.nxt thur is the theory test while fri is the clinical test, pretty scared man! its been so long since i last took a test, prob 1/2yr liao ba...
the tagboard this days are filled with so much crap and LIFE and death too,someone even died on it.now her ghost is haunthing us leh...
and before i forget, today i won a free MAC FLURRY!!! cos my friends had a bet with me, they said if i could shut up for an hr they would give it to me thinking that its a 'MISSION IMPOSSIBLE'for me man...how could they even looked down on me?!?so i had to proved it to them, and after an hr of temptation from everyone...i finally made it thru.
congrats me guys!

2004-07-18T13:14:00.000+08:00

its finally sunday and i'm realy really so dead tired...haha. slept till 10 only and my mom woke me up...
have been thinking that i've been spending alot this month man! on books,clothes,shoes,bags,socks etc...gg broke soon but i still can't stop myself from spending. lolx.
something funny happened 2 days ago in the lecture hall. we were sitting at the second last row and we begin smelling some 'hong kong leg' smell. and i tell ya! it was strong lor...my friend and i were so gg to faint but bo bian have to go thru the entire 1 hr cos the other seats were all filled. anyway, we forgot abt the incident until nxt day when all the lectures were cancelled cos the teachers found out that the sewage pipe had busTED!!ORh man...luckily i din wturned ard and scold the person behing me for having such smelly leg...lolx

2004-07-13T20:25:00.000+08:00

i'm so tired today...been rushing to and back from sch. cos you know y?
i'm was so blur to actually mixed up a tutorial with a e-tutorial and when i boarded the bus with another friend did we realise that we were late for that tutorial so when we alighted from the bus, we were pratically flying off to NYP. think abt the distance pls.
and after sch which was abt 6, my friend act rushed like mad juz bcos she wan to catch the 7 o'clock show!!!orh man... you cannot imagine how tired i was. okie...think thats abt all. cya!

2004-07-11T13:37:00.000+08:00

its been raining since morning and i lUV it! it feels so cooling and everything seem so perfect...was studying juz now. gg thru all that was thot during the wk and its not so tough yet xcept for the bones part. still alittle mixed up...
went to kendo on fri and its alittle boring, not very keen whereas the pal thingy that a teacher came to intro seems so interesting. think i might be joining that instead...grandpa's health has been deteriotrating and everyones worried abt him. cos if this continues, he might need to go for kidney dialysis. will cost a bomb!
orh well...nothing i can do besides praying.
and to regarding to the matter where sokkim will be under my care when i go to IMH for att, dun worry guys. i'll 'take very good care of her'!